I have to work on my follow through. I have this terrible habit
of working on a script or a piece of creative writing and then I do nothing
with it. This would not be a problem if I were just writing as a hobby. But the
thing is, I would ultimately like to make a career with my words.
There are lots of contests and things out there for the
novice writer, and I have been encouraged by lots of folks in my life to take
advantage of such things. I don’t know why I don’t. I think sometimes I get so
deep into re-writes that I never feel like the work is ready to be seen. I’m
sure it has something to do with my lack of confidence, and the fear of
rejection.
But I have decided to face my fear of rejection and just go
for it. In fact, from what I understand, rejection is sort of a rite of passage
for us creative types… that’s where my new favorite word comes in… TENACITY… I
need to have the tenacity to just keep sending stuff out despite the odds that
are against me.
It is going to be difficult to keep focusing on my writing
in this particular chapter of my life. After all I am still looking for a job
in an economy where jobs are not super easy to come by (there are some leads on
that front, which is good, cause you know paying rent, and eating are lovely things)
but even with all this going on I must remember that I have big dreams that I
want to shoot for, and now is as good a time as any to shoot for them.
And those of you that know me personally feel free to harass
me from time to time about getting my work out… I need a little accountability
from time to time.
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